Maybe I am just getting old, but I can't seem to get motivated. I have a ton of yard work and the shop is busy. I need to compose a note for parents for summer ballet and Celtic and I just sit here half asleep. I got very little done in the shop yesterday. I am just so sleepy. I hate this feeling and hope it leaves soon. I feel like I am sleeping enough at night. It is more just a feeling of blah. I need to kick my own butt. Irish dancers can do that you know:)
Maybe it is the finances as now we are into the long haul. The truck loan will be the next to be paid off and I want it gone by Christmas. That is so far away and how am I going to do it? I will pay $500.00 a month for the next three months and then attack it again when the studio reopens. Hubby will get an extra check and I will have an extra $3000.00 in September, but that is not even 1/2 what is owed. I have to be realistic and realize that I am not just going to pull $16,000 out of thin air. I don't think I will be able to pull more than $6,000 more from the studio so we are still several thousand short. Alas, the well laid plans.
Now I am living in the future again and wishing time would pass quickly so I will be out of debt. This is stupid. I need to enjoy now. My bills are paid, I have money in savings. I have enough. I need to enjoy this slow time and enjoy my summer and the out of doors.
Originally I was to pay that loan off by this June and the other car by next Christmas. What a joke! Who lives in my head anyway? Actually who lives in my checkbook? Well sitting here messing with this blog and stewing is getting no work done. So I will get off my butt and get busy.
Out My Window: Beautiful day, warm and sunny. I need to work outside!
Have a great and productive day!
Kim
I know how you feel, I can't get myself motivated either :( I think it's the weather for me. And I know you'll be when you want to be financially. Even if it's a few months later, it doesn't mean you are not moving ahead! Remember this!
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ReplyDeleteYOU JUST FINISHED A BIG SHOW!! YOU DEALT WITH SHIT ALL DAY YESTERDAY - your body is telling you something so listen - go have a nap - you need it my dear!
I hope you can go chill out somewhere with a good book. You have been super busy lately and most people would have been run completely ragged by now. BTW love the new format of your blog--pretty!
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