It is so nice to just touch, and the shade moves. This house as huge windows. I still need to do the dining room and the master bedroom, but they only had one blackout shade for the master so I will wait until I can get two at the same time.
I am starting to wonder of being crazy busy, behind is better for me than having spare time or feeling that I have spare time, as I sure have been in the dumps. I guess this grief thing is a returning nightmare. Dang it anyway.
A picture of Kelsa always makes me smile. Actually, Kelsa makes me smile.
I made myself sew yesterday but I kept having so many problems with the machine and me and mistakes. I usually don't make mistakes. SO frustrating.
Today I have little I have to do and couple of things. I bought three blueberry bushes to plant, but I think they might need cages. So, I need to go buy some more chicken wire.
Thanks for all the well wishes, this is just so hard and hate it. You have no idea how much I just want to feel normal. I know it has to be a new normal. I don't like myself, when I am in a pity party, and self-absorbed. Just not me.
Kim
