Yes today I must get something done. Like hem three skirts and fix a wedding dress and a flower girl dress. I have been putting this off. I no longer can. That is okay as I was a slug yesterday. Hubs is home with a sore throat and cold. So I am staying clear of him.
Had a nice long talk with my sissie yesterday. She is doing so well with her debt reduction I am jealous. I had to order marley tape and fix a computer yesterday all to the tune of about $500.00 all on a credit card. I will be able to sit down soon and form a plan but not today. I do have money put aside for debt repayment but just in a state of denial. I promise to pull my head out soon. I will set some goals and make a plan. Blah!
I would so like to have the CC debt and at least the truck paid off before summer. Having that big truck payment is a drag even though it is studio debt. I still have two vehicle payments and I hate it. I am so happy that I can just pay my bills and not be behind constantly, but I really need to stop spending money. Next week will be a new month and a new year. I will have to have at least $500.00 for the house payment. So life just goes on and does not change.
Unless UNLESS we change it! So I will be changing my ways come the new year. Just a few small goals added to a few small goals that will build into big goals. I have to honestly say when the sewer collapsed last summer and I had 6 weeks of eye surgery I went on a bender. I was so discouraged and I just did not care, felt sorry for myself, blamed the world. But that is over and I must grow up and take responsibility. No one is going to pay these debts but me and I have let bad habits creep back in. I am the Queen of justification. I can justify anything. Especially spending money.
So I am off to think of some goals as I sew today. Goals I can live with. Goals I can keep. Realistic goals.
Out My Window: Cold but sunny!
Have a great and productive day!