I hope every one had a happy Easter. I feel like I am lost in space and so out of touch. Having company for the holidays really kicked my butt. Just too much, physically and mentally. My mom left the Saturday before Easter, but I had 7 older adults (over 80) at the house and Hubby gets the flu. He isn't much help as is but now he is in the negative. My arthritis was (is) flaring terrible and I just had a melt down yesterday after they left. I cried all day long and felt sorry for myself. Sniff, choke, whine.
I know this is going to sound crazy, but I get really tired of Hubby's family telling me how, talented, hard working, spiritual, and wonderful I am. In fact I am tired of parents going on and on about my talent and the shows and the costumes, etc. It is nice to be appreciated and it is nice to be complimented, but how about writing me a check? I really don't want lip service I want my bills paid. Am I nuts? But the compliments get a little thick and I am am working like a dog and getting no where.
I guess I don't see myself as all that wonderful. I see myself as doing what needs to be done and doing what needs to be done, efficiently in the time given. Is that so unusual? I just want to turn around and snap back, you could do this too if you wanted to or had a desire. Okay, okay I am being bit%^&.
Please cheer me up!
I was able to pay both the large payments to the CC's and today I will pay the last of March bills. I have the money just did not have the time last week when Hubby's pay came in on good Friday.
Out My Window: It was 75 degrees on Easter weekend. So beautiful! I am going to spend some time in the sun shine, I hope it will make me feel better.
Have a great and productive day!