Mom ended up in the ER last Friday and that threw the whole schedule at least what schedule I had out of whack. All the work I planned to do on Friday got pushed back to Saturday. Mom is okay, we just thought she had a blood clot, so we had everything checked out.
Saturday was bust and I don't even know why. Oh yeah younger sister going through major drama and Mom very upset about this. I am also, I just have to have faith it will all work out.
Now I am really behind. At least I was able to regroup yesterday.
I am having trouble trying to decide how to approach the studio next year. Doctor visit yesterday was no so positive. Although my arthritis is bad I feel pretty good. Doctor is just concerned about me as I have mom and the shop and the studio and he knows how hard I work. He said something has to give as my health is giving now and I knew that, I just don't want to make a choice. But I have faith that everything will work out eventually.
When things get like this I go into my , "Okay that is crap, but what can I get done today?" Work is a great panacea for problems. It is productive and it also can make you feel better.
I am spending a good amount of time trying to keep mom's spirits up and that is hard. My house is a wreck and the shop is overfull. I have a major recital within the month and I can't seem to get my feet under me for any length of time.
All I can do right now is what I can do right now. Embroider that on a pillow.
Have a great and productive day, because I am going to work like He## to have one.