$47.12, cereal, sugar free ice cream bars (hub's) soda, cottage cheese, tortillas. I have no idea what hub's ate last night. I am a bad wife. I know he called me and asked for the sugar free Klondike bars.
I have been sewing too much. I come home at night and sew on costumes. I could feel that last night I needed to just relax and I ignored myself and did a costume all wrong and now must tear it apart. This is what I get for not listening to my inner voice. This is the same voice that says,"eat chocolate."
I am frustrated beyond measure with the studio right now. I have almost $3000.00 in tuition and costumes that has not been paid. It is always the same people or the newbies. I cannot pay the rent, I have not paid the utilities, for last month. I am holding a check for almost $500.00 and have been since February. I had to put $300.00 of my own money into the account to get payroll done. I did not get any money yet for sewing any of these costumes. So I wrote a note on the white board about needing to pay the rent. I received one check took it right to the bank and it would not clear. I am going to get Dave (board President) to draft a letter. Or at least sign my letter to these parents. I love my students and they make all the frustration worth while, but I would like to string up some of the parents.
What a negative post this is turning into. On a good note I did receive an unexpected check in the mail from an old debt, so I will be putting that on the car, just look at my snowflake board! That makes me feel a little less agitated about money. Or maybe have more faith in the world.
Out My Window: Something is wrong because I don't even want to go outside and plant anything. Usually I am anxious to get out in the dirt and I don't even care right now. Need to get my mojo back....
Have a great and productive day!