Yesterday, was so full of family drama that I had a complete melt down. Between my Lil Sis and mom and then add the drug addict brother into the mix and you have one rollicking day.
It was not pretty, and I feel so bad for my mother. I am angry at her for not standing up to my brother and for kissing Lil sis's butt after she is heinous, then yelling at me. I figure mom made her bed now she gets to lay in it but It is my fault. Okay Sissie where are you? Super Sissie you need to put your cape on and get over here.
Anyway this morning started out with a threatening text from druggie brother. When he doesn't get his way he bullies you and scares you into giving him what he wants. This is real as he has broken bones on all of us girls for minor infractions. Then mom covered it up or told us we were in the wrong, or that said events did not happen, which is why I have a dent in my skull.
But I have decided that I am going to go forward and get something done. I need to take care of me. I need to produce in my shop, I need to feel good about myself. I need to take one day at a time and get the most out of each day. I need to be positive.
So as I have a baby shower on Saturday and there are several things I need to do.
1. Make 4 quiches
2. make 3 dozen different muffins
3. clean the house thoroughly
4. get sewing caught up ****** (This will be done first)
5. make something for dinner
6. get some exercise
7. love my life
6. don't hurt or maim my mother ( a work in progress)
Things may be tough here but I have not lost my sense of humor.
I need to get busy I have a life to live.....
Have a a great and productive day!