My feeling right now. Pretend that little light thingy hanging from that fish forehead is me. It only took 2 days for my mother-in-law to start harping on me about religion and how much I do. Well today is #4, it has really hit (the huge guilt trip) with a nag session about genealogy. Again, Kim feels worthless and like she can't do enough and will never be good enough.
I have a stubborn streak and held my ground. But now I am riddled with guilt. They (mom and sister) both started working on genealogy when they were 12 and what blessing it has been to them. Well, well I did not have those advantages and adding one more thing to my life right now is not the answer.
Banging head against the Keyboard.
Lucky for me police photos are being taken in the Valley tomorrow and I have been overwhelmed by uniforms that need rank changes. Nothing like last minute around here. So, I am hiding in the shop with good reason. Remember how I tried to get all things caught up so I could spend time with people. That is over.
My eldest daughter and her boys are coming in late tomorrow night and I am so excited to see them. Lots of relatives will be in, all from my side of the family. Of course, everything will be held at Lil sis's, I have no say. All marching orders come from Sissie. Good I, me and mine will come and bring what we are told and go home. I don't have to be responsible. I am used to being left out. It feels great!
The fridge is full of bits and bobs of leftovers, and I am trying to see what I can do for dinner. Everyone else is going to Applebees for dinner, but I just don't want to eat out again. But who knows by the time it is dinner I will probably need to escape the cage and will do anything to avoid talking about religion again.
Sew today it is a dress hem, pants to hem, uniforms to rank change and I will probably work on a wedding dress as an avoidance tactic. I can do this. Last night I went to bed at 7:30. What does that tell you? I slept until 10:30 was up for an hour and back in bed.
Banging head on keyborad.
Kim