This is me always has been, just don't fit. Actually, don't care to fit. Some people like to fit. Not so much me. But I do want to belong. I want to be part of the reindeer games. Oh, the dilemma. But now I must get to work. Work is a great healer of the mind. It is also a great healer of the pocketbook and mine right now is empty. So, to hell with fitting in let's pay some bills.
Dan, Sissie and I finished the puzzle last night. Such fun! I was home by 9:30 and practiced piano until 11:15. I have hard songs for choir. It is not that I can't play them, I just can't play them fast enough. Well, I can play them fast but then they are not in the right key with the right notes and the choir gets a little testy. Another reason I bring treats. They are more inclined to forgive me my trespasses (that is biblical by the way).
I have a pile of little person clothes to alter. Always a favorite. But first a set of jacket sleeves to alter also fun. See how I classify my work as fun and exciting? This often works with small children and now you know my secret.
Kelsa was overjoyed to frost the cookies I had saved for her, and it was so funny to watch. My favorite part was the last cookie which she licked all over and then dipped in the frosting, I thought Uncle Dan was going to vomit. The look on his face. That was the only cookie she did that to, but you could not convince him. This is what happens when you are medic for 25 years to a group of marines. He is a germaphobe for good reasons. She dipped and dabbed and sprinkled to her hearts content. Just a little joy goes a long way.
I have to pick the kids up today and will leave here at 2:30, not leaving me a lot of time to get anything done, but that is my fault. I see myself sewing into the evening. I had a wedding dress come in today and another coming tomorrow. I am good at wasting time, I should write a book. You know all those self-help books about time management strategies. Let's write a book about how to waste time. I am sure it will be a game changer.
Thanks for all of your support yesterday. We all need to stand up and not try and put people into groups. I realize groups are important and sometimes necessary but are we doing this for our comfort or for theirs. It is too often for the comfort of the ones insisting that you go into a group.
So, I am off to get something done. I think...
Stay tuned for the unending drama that is the life of KIM
God is good.
Kim
Like you I have never really fit in, but at certain times belonged (does that make sense?) at least for a little while. I have come to the conclusion that me being me is something many can not understand. You be you girl and carry on.
ReplyDeleteGod bless.
The heck with fitting in. I was the 'hippy' back in my day - then I went on to be the one who went to beat of that weirdo drummer! LOL. Folks don't like me - don't care. They have no idea what they are missing!!!
ReplyDeleteYou gotta be you! Everyone else is taken. "they don't like it", expletive too bad :-)
ReplyDeleteI lol when I read about Dan's reaction. That is why I always send home the cookies that the kids make with me.
ReplyDeleteWendi,
DeleteYou sent cookies potentially licked to others? I think that is funny!
I think she meant send the cookies home with the kids- their own risk of licked cookies.
DeleteLet me tell you--women are afraid a single by whatever means will be after their husbands. They want a formerly married to be anywhere their husband is not.
ReplyDeleteI was told to expect that but haven't had that experience at all. My sister's and friends husbands are like brothers.
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