Thursday, Warpath...

     Mom is on the warpath, Lil sis has had her cell phone now for two days.  First of all mom did not know where it was or that it was missing.  Lil sis called late Tuesday to say it had been left in her car.  She said she would drop it off yesterday morning on her way to work.  Well she didn't and I drug mom around to at least 8 different places yesterday and let her waste my time to her hearts content and I thought go pick up that cell phone at Lil sis's office, but I did  not want to disturb her as she is leaving to go back east for a few days and I know she is very busy.  So cell phone was not delivered last night either, I called and she said she would deliver it this morning, I should have just gone over and gotten it late last night.  Well no cell phone this morning either.  Sis leaves at 2:30 this afternoon, and I have warned her not to be late to the airport here as they will close that flight an hour before departure just because they can, and now I am worried that.... I don't know why do I let this stuff get to me.

     New medication may not work out, very nauseated and terrible headaches.  When I don't feel good I kind of shut down and I can't because mom won't allow it.  I cannot be sick or even appear sick, and actually I am kinda sick most of the time, I just have a way of not letting anyone really see it.  It is very exhausting to act like you are Up, Up, Up all the time when you are not.  So mom is mad about that and spends her time making snide comments and humphing around acting injured and put out.  She is making cookies now and I was trying to have a conversation with my twin and of course the minute she realized I was talking to someone her A$$ was down here on a chair listening so I could not even unload.

I have a wedding dress that needs to be done, so I am off.  Please let me have the  patience to deal with my life.  I can do this.  I can do hard things.

Have a great and productive day.

Kim