Friday, I am broke!

     I am broke in so many ways, right now, financially broke, and discouraged broke and physically broke.
I knew it would be a tight month because of extra bills, birthdays, travel, but I thought with the challenge it would be easier, it is not.
     Specialists office called and said the insurance company has agreed to pay for new meds.  Yeah I know I already have the injections in the fridge.  Awaiting your go signal.  Well I have to drive 250 miles round trip back to specialist to have an IV drip and then I can take injections.  So I have $2412.00 (yes that is the right amount) worth of meds in the fridge right now I can't take until I waste another day of my time.  I also rec'd a $283.00 bill I had left over from my last visit not counting the labs and the x-rays.  So I asked how much is this going to cost?  Well we will check with billing.  Because I will not be able to pay $300.00 every month to the doctor and hospital.  I also told her I would not come up on any day but Friday.  Well that will put you out farther.  Too bad, I will not take time off work and pay a sub to teach, which would be an additional loss of revenue.   My life my way.  After all I am paying the bills.  Just irritated by the whole thing, but I know I cannot change it.

     I have sewn really hard all week, there is a ton more to do today and I have a lot to be picked up.  I have filled two vehicles with gas and will have to fill another one tonight.  I also have hit the sale papers to stock up on meat and a few groceries as last month did us in.  Butter is on sale for $1.89 a pound here so I will take advantage of that.  Meat was on sale yesterday and I bought enough  burger and pork chops for 30 meals.  Now I need to hit a chicken sale.  I could also use some beef.  We are out of shampoo, but there is a great sale on that also.

     I just want to get that CC paid off and I will be lucky to get a $200.00 payment made.  It just makes me sad.  I know you all know how hard I work, but I feel like I make no progress.  Boo hoo.

     Out My Window:  It has been cloudy and damp here, not helping the mood at all.

     Well I am going to get dressed and run a few errands and then hit the shop and sew.  I need to quit feeling sorry for myself.  I also need to take a picture of my tupperware cupboard and pick out another challenge for Carla.  Hmmm, there are so many really bad spots in the house.

Have a great and productive day!  I know my day will be productive but I am not sure about great....

Kim