Hub's had leftovers for dinner, I have no idea what we will have tonight. Don't care either. How is that for an attitude?
I felt a little better towards the end of the day yesterday. I walked to an elderly neighbors house as she does not drive to pick up 3 pairs of pants to hem. I also have a rest home visit this afternoon and I will stop at the grocer and pharmacy on my way back.
This house is a wreck and needs love. I think I am bored with the monotony of busyness. Too many days of busy and I just get bored with it. When will it end? All I can tell myself to do is keep working and it will soon be done. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Hub's and I took a 4 mile walk last night and that was nice to get out. The smoke had cleared some but looks like it is back full force today. I slept late and I won't even apologize for that, I am still in my p.j.s and even greeted my first customer in them. The privilege of working out of ones home.
I cut out a small dress jacket I need to get done, it will take about 15 minutes and I have a two year old dress to do that should take about an hour, then I am going to clean my shop and work on altering the bridesmaid dresses that are in there. Run to my rest home appointment, the store, pharmacy, make some kind of dinner. Blah!
I just keep telling myself it is almost over, I am almost done, I will be so happy and fulfilled when it is. I will also never do this again. Remind me, remind me. Never again. It is okay to do non gratis work but this was way overkill. Of course my creative side also has to be held responsible somewhat.
Just beat me up and remind me of this often so I don't forget. Like labor when you have a baby. I mean really how stupid am I? Don't answer that.......
Well I need to get in the tub and quickly clean up to face this day. Hub's and I are noticing how much longer the groceries are lasting. It is nice.
Have a great and productive day!
Kim
Maybe when hubs retires he could take over the cooking for you?? Then you won't have to leave home! Then add in the laundry....
ReplyDeleteThe creative side ALWAYS wins!
ReplyDeleteSo glad you are feeling better....school starts back tomorrow for Rebecca and Jacob. Am hoping to see a reduction in grocery bills since they will be in school for lunch. As for me, I am dealing with issues that have me mad, angry, ticked, etc.....
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